Sometimes quilts seem to just go off track.
I got seduced by this mockingbird in a threat display. The feathers were amazing. But it was way off what I usually do. I work with water most of the time. I don’t think in desert.
So I did my research. Looked up cactuses. Found pictures of owls living in cactus burrows, which really intrigued me.
I made lizards, owls, and cactus. When I got those up, my mockingbird didn’t fit in. It was a whole different energy. I left out of the desert owls and at some point, it drifted to the floor.
These owls made sense. And out of all those lizards, only one was right.
After I’ve finished a pile of quilts, I find all kinds of bits left over. I start a quilt by making a number of pieces I think will fit into the piece. But they change a lot as I work them out in the embroidery. And sometimes a piece just doesn’t fit into what I had in mind.
This is a familiar moment. I have embroideries I keep for years, waiting for the right piece. An embroidery that size is an investment of at least a week of stitching. But if it’s not right, it’s not right. I’ve been known to completely redraw and redo something that just was wrong. Or use leftover roses and butterflies with the same abandon as I would leftover mushrooms. I think the bird landed under the chair. That’s where I found it 6 months later, along with a set of lizards I hadn’t used on the desert quilt
There was this amazing orange piece of hand dye. It fit right in
And if I had those lizards around, I think I would be annoyed as well.
There are several studio rules I try to keep for good mental hygiene.
- Put it up where you can see it.
- Wait until you know you’re right.
- Hold on to work even if you don’t know its purpose.
- Trust yourself that your instincts are correct.
- Remember that nothing is wasted. Not time, because it’s learning time. Not materials, because it will turn into something someday.
- Remember that energy is renewable. If your energy fails, it’s nap time.
- Remember that it will all be alright in the end. If it’s not alright, it’s not the end.
It’s ready to back and bind now. I’m so glad I waited for this piece to be right.